Back to Work?

Always munching on her fists!

I LOVE this outfit on Violet! It's fun to dress her up in more than just onesies now!

So while I was on maternity leave I cried almost everyday telling Eric that I didn't want couldn't go back to work! He told me I just had to figure out how to make it work (financially, insurance, etc.) and I could stay home. Well during my first week back I figured it out...we are going to be poor! Haha that is how it's going to work! Eric was game since he realized how hard it is being a stay at home dad, going to school full time, and working on the weekends (super dad award goes too...) Anyways I am totally excited to be staying home, in fact I feel like two weeks notice is literally killing me! Violet is changing so much and TOO fast for me! Can I just freeze time for a second? I love being her mama, and I am excited to really get a chance to be her mama! I feel new respect for working moms, I know they want to be with their babe's as much as I do, but they are doing the best thing for their family. It's was so hard to make the decision to quit because I really had to have faith that everything was going to work out. It is scary to dive in, but I know it's the right decision for our family and I will be blessed for making the sacrifices. My working hours are seriously the worst! I go to work as soon as Violet wakes up and I come home in time to put her to bed! Awful! I feel so blessed to have worked 6 YEARS for Mountain America, it has been such a wonderful job, it feels so weird to think that I won't be going back when it has been such a huge part of my life for so long!